She's been in my mind, in my soul, she has a hold on my life, I have been saving for a while willing to pay any price. I have been searching the globe over and over to find, someone who could compliment a life like mine. She said she made me, she brought light to my dark, I agreed hand and hand as we walked through the park. Because the time I spend with her I would be spending alone, the same phone bill no one to talk to over the phone. Where do I go when time passes and the job is done, everybody runs from the office everybody but one. I find myself moving slowly because she isn't here, I could do so many things but I need you near. This is a search for greatness but where could you be, I've been in love so many times but lust fooled me. I've been in love so many times but trust didn't agree, so I find myself hand and hand with someone whose soul isn't for me. She's not for me imposter taking my time, hurting my soul, my vision and hurting my mind. She has been looking for me and at times we get sidetracked, sidetracked to the point where with this search I fall back. Why would I look for something I can't find, if love is so bright why wouldn't I see it shine, if she is really for me then where could she be, because I'm restless I'm tired she needs to put more effort in for me. My search becomes bitter whenever she doesn't enter, I lean to the far left but always return to center. Always return to searching, always return to looking, calling up chat lines, myspacing and Facebooking. Will I ever find that love that I've been searching for my whole life, or will I spend eternity trying to get my search right?
PD the CEO