I gave you all of me, all that I had until I lost it all,
Just a little selfish love for some of the people out there with that selfish type of love! You don't want them, but you want them, you want to leave, but you wont leave lol! Love is crazy some times and this is one of those times, enjoy!
"See I could pretend like everything is good knowing that it's all bad, forget about me and you leave everything we had. Forget about the good times and focus on the bad, stop laughing at the jokes and think of the things that make me sad. But you would want that, see you thrive off of conspiracy, thoughts of me creeping and doing things that you can't see. Thoughts of me and you separating forever, you'd probably be happy if I left you all together. I hate you, but I can't stop loving you, so even if it's terrible I plan to stay her with you boo. I hate you, but I can't let you go, I have been building up this life for so long and hell no. I refuse to let you leave, let you become some other person's issue, while I'm sitting here all alone crying with a box of tissue. I refuse to give you happiness refuse to let you leave, refuse to let another let those thoughts be conceived. I refuse to let your mother hate another woman, I will sit here and enjoy, I will enjoy my mental prison. I hate you, but I can't stop loving you, so we will be together no matter what we go through. No matter what the people say, no matter how the time flies, no matter how sad you are or the pain I see in your eyes. I'm selfish and I refuse to let you go, I hate you but I love you just figured you should know!"
PD the CEO
When the days get long and the nights get longer, will your love become weak or will you maintain and become stronger. What do you see when you look into her eyes, is she someone you will love always or someone you try not do despise. Is she the apple in your eye or the lemonade through tough days, or the person you love the most and want to hear from everyday?
The poem stops and life starts. I wonder where would I be without the people in my life who have taught me so many lessons on love and other things. I wonder where I would be if I didn't submit to God and ask him to send me my true blessing. Those questions lead me to ask you where are you now? Do you love the one your with? Are you single? Are you happily single or pretending to be?
This in no way is an attempt to get into your business, this is simply my way of saying look at your life. Are you happy about where you are in love? Is love something you even think about. I found myself a few years back cursing love and wondering why it came to me in the form it did, only to realize that wasn't love, that was something that I put on myself knowing that I was wrong before I did it. You can't fit a square into a round hole you have to let things go where they are supposed to.
This isn't me preaching to the choir, I just want you to know that you can be whatever you want to be in love, you can have what you desire and find the one for you. I am saying this not as an expert but as an example. Losing everything I had in love, all of my faith in it and coming to where I am now fully surrounded by it tells me that it is possible for anyone. Keep your head up and keep doing what it takes to be ready for a love that can last the test of time.
Juan "PD" Phillips
CEO of JIG Music Group
PD the CEO
This is CEO Vision just what I see in life from love, politics and everything else!