It seems like an easy thing to do, fall in love with someone who seems to be in love with you.
It's not even the fact that their not in love with you, it's that word seem that makes you do what you do.
Find yourself looking through phones because of what has been done, find yourself checking up on the person whose supposed to be the one. You find yourself feeling hurt because you didn't receive a call, now your going crazy bouncing off the walls. Only to get that call that you've been hoping and waiting for, and make the person feel like they shouldn't call you anymore. You hurt them because of your pain, so your love is no gain, they gave you all of them and what you gave was a shame. A shame you couldn't love without prejudice inside your heart, a shame you had no room for their luggage from the very start. A shame you had so much that no plane would ever carry you, a shame that someone hurts to the point that it would overflow to. The person that has given you more than what you dream for, the person you want to spend your life with no and forever more. The person who told the truth when the truth isn't normally told, the person whose always there when you need someone to hold. It's shameful that you carry these bags everywhere you go, and it's a shame that you deny it every time they let you know. Maybe if you told the truth and admitted to all that baggage you, could find a cure and stop before it ruins you. Stop before it stops all the great things that's going on, stop before it stops your current love from becoming strong. Stop before your plane falls out of the sky, and your love parachutes away without saying goodbye. But you can't it's embedded in your DNA, you can't change your father was the same way. You can't help it your momma made you bitter, but you sit and look in the mirror like your the pick of the litter. Please if you have baggage let that go, before you drive that one person away that you don't want to go.
Lets just say your making moves and doing your thing your bound to have haters of some type. I would never in a million years believe that you would have people hating on this level above. To the point that they make fake pages opposed to being real and giving a real opinion. I wanted to speak on this because it seems that these people don't realize that this is the greatest form of flattery. You actually took time out to create a page, like other pages to make yours look legit, add friends, add fake photos, just to say that you dislike what someone does. Do you see how much time and effort you put into this?
At times I try to wonder where this mentality comes from and I came up with a few things maybe you will agree or maybe you wont. 1. I believe that these people tend to have low self esteem, to be honest very very low self esteem to take things to this level. I believe that this level of insecurity can't be changed. This is more or less a deep hate for yourself to create a fake lifestyle just to give your opinion. 2. A hater plain and simple! No better way to put this one and no better name to put to it. Haters are the ones who say "Oh I'm hating because I don't like it!" whereas if they genuinely didn't like it, they would say "I'm just giving you my opinion" and that opinion would be constructive as well. Haters like this though really love you so much because they took the time to tell you a fake opinion all while writing from another identity. That's deep because they could have just hated from their own page. If your already my friend why not hate on me from your page?
I just want to say to these guys that if you have an opinion give it. If your being honest and really trying to help someone they will see it eventually. But if your just talking out of the side of your mouth with no proof and trying to make your point at all costs no one will pay you any attention. Haters keep hating we need our biggest fans to keep pushing for us, we need yall to keep buying our cds and promoting it.
Sincerely, all of the victims of fake pages lol!
PD the CEO
Am I the only one who noticed this trend a few years ago? I'm curious for real because it seemed like out of nowhere Magnums became the standard and every man in the world threw out their old condoms and started carrying the gold pack. It almost seems like a right of passage right now the way people are carrying the gold card lol!
So it makes me wonder what did men do before the gold packs showed up? Did they just decide to where small condoms that didn't fit, did they use trash bags or glad bags? I mean what was going on 5 to 7 years ago? It's pretty clear to me that a person in their 30s would have been in their 20s before magnums was the standard so was there a lot of virgins who needed magnums?
I have also heard stories about dudes having condoms all the way up to their neck trying to fit a magnum, ladies is that acceptable to yall? Is it cool for a dude to have a condom that doesn't fit him or does that make him look stupid and undesirable? This subject was given to me by a young lady a few weeks ago and I decided to write on it. I guess my opinion is simple if you need it get it, if you don't stick to what works. Getting a size that isn't for you will leave you with a kid or a terrible experience more than likely for you and your mate.
So keep it real fellas and give the lady what you got and don't stuff socks or roll and flip you condom to fit it lol! Ladies and gentlemen give me your thoughts and feedback on this subject!
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Looking for love
She's been in my mind, in my soul, she has a hold on my life, I have been saving for a while willing to pay any price. I have been searching the globe over and over to find, someone who could compliment a life like mine. She said she made me, she brought light to my dark, I agreed hand and hand as we walked through the park. Because the time I spend with her I would be spending alone, the same phone bill no one to talk to over the phone. Where do I go when time passes and the job is done, everybody runs from the office everybody but one. I find myself moving slowly because she isn't here, I could do so many things but I need you near. This is a search for greatness but where could you be, I've been in love so many times but lust fooled me. I've been in love so many times but trust didn't agree, so I find myself hand and hand with someone whose soul isn't for me. She's not for me imposter taking my time, hurting my soul, my vision and hurting my mind. She has been looking for me and at times we get sidetracked, sidetracked to the point where with this search I fall back. Why would I look for something I can't find, if love is so bright why wouldn't I see it shine, if she is really for me then where could she be, because I'm restless I'm tired she needs to put more effort in for me. My search becomes bitter whenever she doesn't enter, I lean to the far left but always return to center. Always return to searching, always return to looking, calling up chat lines, myspacing and Facebooking. Will I ever find that love that I've been searching for my whole life, or will I spend eternity trying to get my search right?
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I'm not picking on any one or trying to throw shade, but men you have to admit that we run into this problem more often than not. You see a beautiful woman that has no curves or you see a bad ass body with a terrible face. Now beauty is in the eyes of the person actually looking so we all have different views. Some of you might see the young lady in the photo as a beautiful girl, but she was picked because opinions have been crossed in regards to her.
It's clear that men find this young lady attractive because she is seen with men all over the news. The question is why would a man go to a woman who is less attractive in the face all because she has a nice body? Is the body more important than the face or vice versa? I never pretend to have answers to questions with no answers, but this is a struggle for men. I remember being younger and you see a group of women and you would say to yourself do I go for the one with the pretty face or do I go for the one with the nice body.
I can be honest and say I always felt the body was the most important aspect of it all, but the face couldn't be horrible lol. So given that statement I guess I had a true perspective back then. As I got older it became more about what a woman was worth inside and outside and my vision became a little different. I see a lot of women on social networks on a daily basis as most of us do with a million pictures all over their pages. Some of these women are beautiful and have a million pictures of everything from their leg, arms face, butt and anything in between.
Then we see the women who have a million pictures of them bending over or big girls with close ups of their breast and face if they have pretty faces or pictures of the one or two areas they feel work best for them. This is all based on us men! This is all based on what we look for and what society tells women in regards to men. Being honest I have seen men who have had one type their whole life fall in love with the total opposite of that. I have seen men who would never date this type of woman fall for that type of woman. I have seen ugly women (to me) wifed up and loved to death by men you wouldn't expect to give them the time of day.
I guess what I'm saying is at the end of the day it really doesn't matter how you look to the man who doesn't want you. I believe there is someone for everyone. I believe that as long as you carry yourself well and treat people right you can have a wonderful life with someone who loves you and treats you as the beautiful queen (to them) that you are. Plenty of women grow up being the ugly duckling only to turn into super models and then super models turn into plastic surgery rejects, but someone still loves them. Your body can be beautiful but if you have curves in middle school based on statistics you will go from elegant to elephant by the time your 30. If you had no body and a beautiful face by social standards more than likely by 30 you will be a beautiful brick house.
So long story short you have to be who you are and men will always have this choice of face over body because women will always be different and diverse. So another arguement with no end has ended thank you for reading and please subscribe on the right of this article!
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I know that a lot of people out here can relate to these cyber bullies, I am sure that you have seen or been a victim of these senseless attacks against the keyboards. Instead of people fighting in the streets and resulting to real violence we now have an influx of internet gangster thugs behind the keyboards typing as fast as they can to give you a written ass whipping. Don't get me wrong I understand the fact that some people feel safe so they say anything to get under your skin, but everybody knows that any real dude wouldn't take that to the keyboard that would be handled in the streets.
Listen I'm not speaking violence against your fellow man or woman, I'm just speaking on the fact that if your a gangster you should be a gangster, but please don't harass people online and interrupt their entertainment all because you don't have a block to stand on or the real gangsters wont let you play any of their gangster games. Stop threatening people via the internet and jumping hard over the internet at every and anyone who has a difference in opinion.
In all honesty I fear none and I don't need anyone to fear me, I just want to make my money and enjoy my life. So if you fit this discription of being an internet thug with "Internet Thug" tatted on your chest please remember that this is just the internet the harder you hit the keys doesn't effect anyone else. It only hurts your computer or phone or whatever you are using. Keep it real quit barking online like a dog at every person you see that has an online light lit up. It's going to be alright and life will get better and I'm sure you will grow up soon!
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So I wonder what would have happened if the unknown was known, if you had spoke to me and your hand was shown. If the time was slim and we conceived for real, would you have ever let me know how you feel. It seems sometimes people do their own things when trying to be king, and change one night stands to a lifelong fling and turned life long love to a two month gift, not thinking about the blessings they missed. As I gaze at my wife while she lays by my side, smiling comfortably not trying to hide, thinking about our stars and how they seem to collide, some drama in my life, but I'm enjoying the ride. I smile happily thinking about the times to come, thinking about my daughter and how these blessings come, trying to understand how this battle was won, and how God helps me daily "like I love you son." One thing after another or another after one thing, first comes love, the baby then the wedding ring. Nope first came love the wedding then conception, I'm loving this life God this is better than Obama's election. This is a high without drugs, Charleston streets without thugs, this is the Johnny Cochran feeling when OJ aint fit that glove. "If the glove don't fit" look at me joking and sh**, this is all to say life is good and I'm really enjoying it!
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A black man's truth volume 1: Family
I can't believe that I have lived to see this day, total disbelief that I am blessed to live this way. God thank you for all things, think you for all gifts, but this present is a present that I will never forget. Who could repay a man who pulled you from Satan's hands, put you on your feet and created a promise land. Created a promise land oh yes that's what I said, beautiful dreams came directly from my head. Came directly from my mind a woman and kids as well, put me in positions that brought me higher than where I fell. I love the way they love me, I love the way I love them to, put a ring upon her finger and promised my life to my boo. Promise my death to legacy the kids raised by you and me, promised my all to the only God who brought this happiness to me. Thank you for the gift of words thank you for the gift of life, thank you for the presents you sent me, my kids and wife! Life was good before, but now life is so worth living!
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A lot of times we get comfortable within our relationship, forget how to treat the person we love and care for! So you gotta handle that by leaving, by showing you can move on! Its not that you want to move on, just that you dont want to be treated the way you are being treated. I hope that we play this card wisely though, you may end up losing the very person you wanted to keep. Its hard trying to figure out if you should move on or stay! And as a man I will admit we make a lot of mistakes. Me personally I am probably the worst student, but once I have my lesson I stick to my teaching. Who I am now is the result of who I used to be, not saying I was a bad person, but I was a bad person. I sincerely hope that everyone I hurt is doing well and has moved on and enjoying life. As for me I hope that one day I will forgive myself as my friends would say! Just know that running a business is hard, and there is no bigger business than marriage! Under marriage would be the relationship leading up to it!
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Hello everyone! For those of you who don't know I used to do a lot of writing on gspoetry.com as well as Myspace. I used to write mostly poetry, but a lot of short stories and I would share my view on the news as well as politics.
I kind of fell back from posting my writing just so that I could focus on my company's and making them successful. I believe that everything is moving and building well so what better time would there be to build up my poetry and writing fanbase again.
I believe I still have some skills and I will start by taking you where I have been and bringing you up to speed to where I am now. I hope that everyone enjoys the writing and takes the time to enjoy all of the other parts of this website!
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